update.

Soooo I haven't blogged in a while.

What's new? Not much here, except that i am now officially a LICENSED driver, and let me tell ya, it's great.

I have a car, and a license now. You'd think i've been going everywhere, well WRONG.

With my wonderful luck, i ended up getting an ear infection and strep throat about 3 hours after passing my test, leaving me in bed sick, up until today. which is the only day I've left the house since wednesday, besides going to my doctor to get some medication.

but i'm getting better so thats good :)

oh and i have only 6 more days till i'm going on my vacation to Scotland :)

woooooooooooooo

eeeek :l

I'm so nervous for tomorrow.

this is all my fingers can let me type for tonight.

good song.

I awoke only to find my lungs empty,
And through the night, so it seems I'm not breathing.
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be,
And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down.

And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me,
Such as living with the uncertainty
That I'll never find the words to say which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead,
But now it's like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?

I've become a simple souvenir of someone's kill
And like the sea, I'm constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul, as if the great divide could swallow me whole
Oh, how I'm breaking down

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead,
But now it's like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice.

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Could it be this misery will suffice.

City and Colour - Sleeping Sickness

//

I'm maturing and I'm moving forward.

I know this will sound rude, but if you're not going to keep up with me, then I'm leaving you behind.

I'm sorry, but it's true.

Maybe you'll realize later on.

lately.

So i havent blogged in a while.

these are my updates. but i'm writing them so really i understand what their about, and maybe Glo & Ash know what i'm talking about.

1. I feel bad for every accusing you. Now i know that you were actually doing a good thing. I'm sorry i ever doubted you.

2. WTF ^%&^*^%&*%^ why do i do this to myself?! i should have just said the truth, now i'm going to regret it. Hopefully i can work my way back to you :)

3. i KNOW that you KNOW that i saw the look you gave. I know you're secret, and trust me, im in on it too :)

ohh so other than these, i'm getting my license, FOR SURE, this weekend :)

thank you God.

I feel like such an ass.

Robert - "yeahh, he said he was having sex, thats why he didn't call for four days."

Me - "woooooow. I'm surprised he doesn't have aids by now."

Robert - "he does have aids. Didn't you know?"

Me-"You're lying."

Robert - "I swear. I thought you knew."

Me - "No. I just knew that he was battling cancer"

Robert - "No. He has aids too. For the past four years now."

Me- "Wow. I feel horrible now."

Wow. Could i be any more of a douche? Sometimes my jokes go to far, and this time my sarcastic attitude made it worse. I feel so bad.