i guess it's gonna be a long time.

Wow. i haven't blogged in a LONG time, and there is definitely a lot to catch up on.

I really miss blogging and being able to say whatever i want, without really saying it. idk. It lets me get my feelings out without having to tell the whole world my entire life and all of my business.

Anywayssss.

Back to what i was saying.

I haven't blogged in a REALLY long time. So i should catch up on everything so i can look back on this and remember what happened.

Hmm so basically school started, and the person i liked, ended up being a douche who i didn't like and i'm currently back to thinking that this person really isn't a douche and maybe i'm just making myself not like him, but either way, I'm staying single so i can avoid the drama that surrounds me from all of my other friends relationships.

What i've learned is that relationships are just drama more than they are fun, so i might as well just crush? riiight? i think so.

Hmm what else to say? Well school's been alright. Kind of stressful in most of my classes, but other than that they're okay. The kids in school on the other hand are more annoying than ever. Especially some of the freshmen, but what can you expect? Oh and i officially can't stand someone, but I'm pretty sure she knows she's not on my good side, so that's alright.

Also i went through this period where i kind of missed some friends from my past, but after thinking it over and talking to the girls about it, it's not worth it to establish friendships with some of those people again, because i have to remember there was a reason we stopped being friends in the first place.

But there is an exception to that, but it's only with one friend from my past and i'm pretty sure we'll be getting back to where we used to be :)

so i'm gonna end this on that good note and write more later.

annoyed.

i haven't blogged in almost a month.

I'm really slacking, sadly.

but I'm here now so i might as well blog, right?

I'm so annoyed, and honestly the first thing that came to mind was to blog, so that's why I'm here.

Basically i can't stand certain people that just always have something to say. I just really dislike people that always have to put a word in on everything. You know those people that just butt into every conversation, even if they have no idea what's going on? Ugh they just bug the crap out of me. and Unfortunately there's someone thats exactly like that, and that person is just making their way farther and farther down my list, and trust me, once you get to the bottom, I'm not a very nice person to you anymore. and that person is getting there really fast.

The next thing that annoys me are people that think they're so much better than others just because of how they exercise their vocabulary. really? It's not making you seem any smarter, and you just come off as being a jackass and someone that thinks they're better than other people. And this isn't just my opinion and I'm not the only one who has noticed this. Trust me, they're all talking about it.

Oh this last thing that annoys me is totally random, but it came to my mind when i saw someone do this today. I REALLY can't stand when people go to the store and get a drink out of those freezers by the check out lane, and then they don't pay for it. REALLY? i mean come on. That's like $2. I just think that's so low and you look ridiculous and cheap. But that's just my opinion.

update.

Soooo I haven't blogged in a while.

What's new? Not much here, except that i am now officially a LICENSED driver, and let me tell ya, it's great.

I have a car, and a license now. You'd think i've been going everywhere, well WRONG.

With my wonderful luck, i ended up getting an ear infection and strep throat about 3 hours after passing my test, leaving me in bed sick, up until today. which is the only day I've left the house since wednesday, besides going to my doctor to get some medication.

but i'm getting better so thats good :)

oh and i have only 6 more days till i'm going on my vacation to Scotland :)

woooooooooooooo

eeeek :l

I'm so nervous for tomorrow.

this is all my fingers can let me type for tonight.

good song.

I awoke only to find my lungs empty,
And through the night, so it seems I'm not breathing.
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be,
And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down.

And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me,
Such as living with the uncertainty
That I'll never find the words to say which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead,
But now it's like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?

I've become a simple souvenir of someone's kill
And like the sea, I'm constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul, as if the great divide could swallow me whole
Oh, how I'm breaking down

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead,
But now it's like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice.

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Could it be this misery will suffice.

City and Colour - Sleeping Sickness

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I'm maturing and I'm moving forward.

I know this will sound rude, but if you're not going to keep up with me, then I'm leaving you behind.

I'm sorry, but it's true.

Maybe you'll realize later on.

lately.

So i havent blogged in a while.

these are my updates. but i'm writing them so really i understand what their about, and maybe Glo & Ash know what i'm talking about.

1. I feel bad for every accusing you. Now i know that you were actually doing a good thing. I'm sorry i ever doubted you.

2. WTF ^%&^*^%&*%^ why do i do this to myself?! i should have just said the truth, now i'm going to regret it. Hopefully i can work my way back to you :)

3. i KNOW that you KNOW that i saw the look you gave. I know you're secret, and trust me, im in on it too :)

ohh so other than these, i'm getting my license, FOR SURE, this weekend :)

thank you God.