Emergency.

So for the past couple days my poor mom has been in and out of the hospital :(
She's been having really bad stomach pains, and i feel really bad for her. But finally today after having gone in the ambulance, they've finally figured out whats wrong with her. I haven't asked her exactly what it is because i don't want to bother her, but i don't think its anything too serious. But then again, i don't know forsure.
Along with my mom going to the hospital, my uncle left this weekend to go to California, so i was left by myself, in an empty house. So i took it upon myself to invite people over. First Michael spent the night. Then today Gloria and Ashley came over. I feel really bad because today was supposed to be Gloria's birthday party on the strip, but she decided to reschedule because i couldn't go since i wasn't going to leave my poor mom alone right after she has just gotten out of the hospital.
It's okay though. We're just going to go sometime this week.

What i finally came to terms with today was that im really afraid of being by myself. Not in the way of like "being single for the rest of my life", i mean like being at my house alone. Ever since i was little my family has always been around, so i feel weird without anyone. I mean i have 4 dogs, and if you've seen them, then you know im fine, because my dogs would kill anyone that tried to hurt me, but still, i just like the feeling of knowing that someone else is right by me. idk.

Well im gonna try to go to bed. tomorrow my uncles coming home, and tomorrow i get my car back :)