What is moderation?

So I have to read this book, Six Questions of Socrates, for my AP Language and Composition class, and i'll admit that at first I was dreading it. I literally thought I was going to die judging just by how many pages it had. I mean, I can deal with long books, but they actually have to give me something interesting information to read, that way i'll keep turning the page. By looking at this book, I had a serious doubt that nothing would get me to even open the cover, other than the fact that it'll be a grade for me to read this and understand it.

Now that i've actually started reading it though, and getting through the first two sections, I honestly can say, this is a pretty good book. It's actually interesting, and I love learning about other cultures. I'm just as shocked as you are that I'm actually liking a book that doesn't fall into the Gossip Girl, Harry Potter, or Twilight category. Maybe this is a turning point for me. Next time I go to Borders, i'll have to expand my browsing route of books.

I wish i would cave in.

i haven't drank soda for the past two months.  Seriously, i thought it would be harder, but it's not.

Well up until today.  

I went to go get my usual tea, and nothing was there, so i looked in the cabinet to find the mix so i could make more, and to my shock, its gone.  WTF.

So i look around and all that's left to drink, Diet frickin Dr. Pepper.

whatthehell. 

I've been so tempted to go drink that Dr.Pepper all day.  it's been killing me.  But instead I'm drinking tap water, thats how desperate i am.  Gross i know, but i have a very guilty conscience, and i know if i drink that Dr. Pepper, I'm really going to regret it.

Wow.  Only i would blog about this, but seriously it's been bugging me all day.

i admit, i get a little sappy sometimes.

So i've decided i've found something to write about that's blogworthy.

Okay, so last night, Michael told me that he think he's going to go back to Austin sooner.  Of course i asked why, and he said it's because he doesn't want to be bad anymore.  He doesn't wanna smoke pot all day and he knows if he stays here he won't have the will power to say no, because at his house its so easy to come by and no one says anything about it.  It's just excepted.  

So after Michael told me this, i can honestly say i was really proud of him.  I think what he said is the best thing i've heard from him in a while.  I don't think he knows this, but sometimes when i think of how he doesn't live here anymore and i get upset kinda, i think well at least there he can act better and stay out of trouble.

I swear, i probably sound like someones mom, but i just think that Michael's actually realizing things, and I'm proud of him.

wooow. now that I'm done being all sappy, I'm gonna go watch The OC.

niight :)

backspace.

i've been trying to write a blog for the past 10 min. and every time i start to write something, i end up deleting it.

I think I'm just going to wait till i have something really important to say.

family shots.

So basically i love my family.

They're hillarious, especially when everyone is drunk.

What i learned tonight is:

1. There's a new drink named "Trenna's Treat"

2. Supposedly Bret Michael's sucks in bed.

3. What happens in Scotland, stays in Scotland.

and last but definitely not least

4. I'm gettin messsssssssssed up in Scotland 

time for the partiesss.

Scotland, Amsterdam, Prague, Ireland... here we come :)

Dear you,

I want to trust you, and believe that you're past your old habits and that you aren't slipping back into them, but it's so hard for me. I really want to trust you, but i just can't. Maybe I'm overreacting, but when i get this feeling, im usually never wrong. I wish you would just make better choices. I can't ask much of you, or change you, i just hope you come to your senses.

- Trenna

tavi.

I'm willing to bet that this little girl will be famous one day.
I absolutely love reading her blog.

http://tavi-thenewgirlintown.blogspot.com/